From skies above, to ground below,
I wander still, where dreams may grow.
— Siel
From skies above, to ground below,
I wander still, where dreams may grow.
— Siel
Been an entire month. I've been through typical uni stuff. So I'd say things are slightly okay. I've been thinking about my hobbies and projects, I like to do a lot of things but because of that it is difficult to pick what to do, it's hard to tell what I really want. I'll be doing something that I like, and see something related to another topic that I like and feel guilty about it. I think the answer, to me, a person who works on a project, quits, comes back, repeat, is to work on what you keep coming back to. I keep being lost in what to do, and so I need to realise that things take time. People get reach the skills they possess through practice and a lot of time, every small progress is progress and I have to remember that, always.
Things really suck, don't they? Wondering what is the right choice. Fulfillness vs responsibilities. Sacrifice vs expectation. Studies feel empty, doing what I like feels impossible. Finding an idea of a project, doubt, give up. I guess developers do have a billion of unfinished projects. But, there's this... energy, thing of having the hype, motivation to do an idea you got and attempt to create it. It fades into nothingness. Not in a sense of "it takes time", it's "hard". It's... just- you walk away from it.. for "no reason"? "Going forward even when you feel like down" isn't the problem.. it's something else.. Welp- I'll keep thinking..
To some, what do we may be seen as little. To me, it means much more... During a moment in life where you're just meant to heal, to sit down and calm down, to just stop what you're doing and let your mind rest for a second. We just have to keep going, even if it's a "little", even if we didn't "do much" in a day, dreams don't take days, they take much longer. So I.. and I hope so you too, keep going. It doesn't matter if we don't achieve the super beautiful dreams we wished for originally.. If waking up a bit happy is what makes you able to go on with your day, then it is more meaningful than anything else.
Lots of minecraft stuff, I added items, blocks, a chisel item that changes a block to another! Making custom foods!!. Also I just noticed when going on neocities..... 1 FOLLOWER?! THANK YOU, your website is so sick, libraryofelriel!!
Ha... I already know this design will not be great for reading when I start posting my life here.. I'll have to think about redesigning. Since I'll want to explain things, how they work, and the results. I limited way too much the amount of space to work with...
Created my neocities account, because of my name, I had the idea of giving this sky-themed thing... Although it doesn't look so great, I'm fine with it... Siel, sounding like Ciel, meaning Sky in french. I'm proud of this page, even if it's not much.